Life Lost

My computer broke... I'm not sure what else to write. My hard drive corrupted and I lost 85% of my pictures and data. My honeymoon, London photos, photos of my old classes, it seems like my whole life... gone.
We're going to send the hard drive into a recovery specialist when we get back to the states but for now I'm left heartbroken and worried about the lost memories. Brad is being a rock as ever, thank God for him! All I can think is, why didn't I back everything up?